aches and cramps of all sorts;

what can get worse?

1) cramps
2) gastric
3) economics to study for
4) feelin awkwardly odd and odder for a couple of hours.
5) you're feeling emo enough to break into tears but you gotta hold it together because it is just the wrong place to start sobbing.
6) your bf has disappeared from your life, but exists in many other ppls' lives. especially some person you have a secret grudge for.
7) when you decide go home, it starts to rain/sleet/snow
8) the tram stop says you have to wait 25 mins for the next tram.

and then when it allllll happens together. all i had was a death wish. really. frickin miserable.

but as i walked home some more, the snow got heavier. the flakes looked prettier. i cant help but smile a little bit more. acty, i wanna just sit out at the bus stop, to watch the snow.

i feel like crap.