the night before i left, you stayed over at my place. in the darkness, my tears kept falling. think i must have made you pretty wet because you told me not to cry. but how was it possible? i waited for you to drift off to sleep. my hand found its place in yours and the tears fell again. one more time, i told myself.. just cry it out and so you can leave with a smile tomorrow.

in the past weeks, i've seen the most amazing sights and experienced so much. there were highs and lows. i laughed a whole lot and shed some tears. i wished so hard that you were here with me. the photos i take, no matter how hard i try.. cannot capture what's out there.

it is the ninth again. 69 months. i miss you. just be happy and have fun. smile till your eyes turn into lines. HAHA. :)